Poetry

Thousand Languages Issue 2

Hayden's Ferry Review

Bellybutton - Rinpoch & I

Kevin Phan

Q: How do you celebrate the morning?

I tape dandelions onto my red plastic hard hat,
chant Navajo teachings. Each day our sun is new,
new wheel-spokes of light, new rooms of torched ash.


Q: Do meadows flow within your heart?

Hog-nosed skunks. Broad-winged katydids. Rainbow chanterelles.
Brown-headed cowbirds. Crocus bulbs. Blue dart frogs.
Black flowers, black flowers.


Q: Truly?

Try as you might you cannot make me feel
embarrassment at what I find beautiful.


Q: What have you lost in this lifetime?

Cassette tapes, furniture, two pairs of grandparents,
one childhood, some punch lines, fistfights, key rings,
afternoon migraines, neckties, my mala bead necklace.


Q: Are you an heir to The Lineage of Wanting?

Each of us are blown over in these winds.

Q: Is this why you get angry at flowers?

Once, I punched a hornet’s nest at the botanic garden:
under my skin a sting-bruise made a blue pit swell.
Beautiful, I thought, an uncanny, beautiful moment.


Q: Aren’t honest words better than a red face?

Okay. But doesn’t anger make the colors richer?
Sometimes I clinch & burn, scheme to freak
out & punch the light out of a bully.


Q: Is this how you empty your balloon?

No. I sing one ditty or another. Today I unloaded
“Sexual Healing” into the showerhead,
my throttle stuck in the howling position.


Q: So what of all of your singing?

It’s my meditation. I sing out,
loudly hum when no one’s around.


Q: Does this unlock oceans within you?

Five oceans are drunk on the tip of each hair.

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